Another year

So today is my 27th birthday. It's not a big deal, but let me tell you, I had a huge meltdown last night. I was boo hooing all night long about turning 27. Poor Austin had to sit and hold me while I wondered out loud if my mom was proud of me and if my Grandad would like the woman I've become. I finally feel like a real adult. I have a house, a husband, 3 kids, and 2 dogs. I think that is a huge accomplishment! I still am scared at being a real adult.

I cried a lot about my Grandad. He is the best man I have ever known and I miss him so much. He died just before my 13th birthday and it was seriously one of the worst days of my life. This year for Christmas we are going to my Grandma's house and Austin and I are going to the cemetery to visit him. I think Austin realizes how special he is because I have NEVER taken anyone with me to visit the cemetery.

My mom gave me the best gift ever. Her card was so heartfelt and the words she wrote were so amazing. The best part was she told me that she was so proud of me, it was like an answer to my prayers. All I've ever wanted is to make her proud and I think I've finally done it.

Thanks to all who've wished me happy birthday, I love you all.